The past few years have been tough, we went through so much, but I never expected you to leave me like you have. I imagined things to be different, and maybe I had unrealistic expectations. I thought we could get through this together and move forward as a family, but we didn’t.
You’ve left me so many broken pieces to pick up and for that, I hold so much anger towards you, but I still need you because you’re all I have left. My heart aches for everything to be back to the way it was, just the three of us again… I knew that it would be hard to get past, but I was always here to help you.
Instead, you left and pretended like everything was okay when it wasn’t.
It’s not just me that needed you, he did too and now I’m left picking up those pieces. The house and everything you left is mine to deal with now… I wanted to grieve and because of you, I’ve never had the chance to heal.
I’ve tried speaking to you, but you never understand so now it’s time for me to let go and move on from all this hurt.
I remember how we used to be, I miss that.
I hope one day you’ll see, but I forgive you. I forgive you because I know how hard these past few years have been and no one deserves to go through what you have. I’ll always be here for you because that’s what she always wanted… us to still be a family.
Yours sincerely… crusty… because that’s what you call me.
We never heal, until we forgive…